Can't.

I've never said this before and truly meant it.

But right now, I can't.

I literally cannot.

I literally do not have enough time.

Not enough hours, even if I stay up all night.

I need outside hinderances and issues to leave me alone.

I want MY life back.

I want my grades back.

I want peace of mind.

But I can't.

It's all out of my hands at this point.

I want to control this.

I can't control this.

Even worse.

I should feel sad.

But I can't.